Quote Originally Posted by NibbleKat View Post
You know, I don't know that I'd list the aversion to do rituals that I have sometimes as laziness so much as ...well. Just like I said, aversion.

When I get stressed, if I have to do anything other than say, watch three hours of Charmed or play the Sims for an entire evening, then I get really buggy. I can't focus, I can't concentrate, and I sure as HELL don't want to do anything that makes me search inside myself or outwardly for/toward a source of godliness.

That's what's been happening to me lately. If I sit down at the altar, I immediately want to stand back up again. I want to give offerings and then be up and away, no thought involved.

But to be fair, it's the same with my art, too. When I get stressed, nothing can make me sit down and do it.. it becomes an obligation rather than joy. Much like being at the altar does.

Stupid stress.
I completely get this.