Author Topic: Everything's going right for once. WTF. (Read 1126 times)

Sharysa · « **on:** February 26, 2012, 06:21:53 pm »

So, this very detailed post contains quite a lot of evidence that the Morrigan (my patron) is behind this potential HUGE stroke of luck: I am auditioning for the musical Spring Awakening in my hometown, one week after my Ostara birthday. It won a dozen awards, was performed all over Eurasia, and is regarded by many as the best musical street-cred since RENT. The pieces have fallen into place so neatly that I can almost hear the Morrigan screaming, "DON'T YOU DARE MAKE EXCUSES THAT YOU CAN'T GET ON THIS SHIT."

And she's strongly implying that I will get cast if I keep going along with this. Not "might," WILL. As in, "you will land your dream role because I fucking planned it."

The problem is, I'm not used to anything going right due to depression/insecurity issues. The thought that I might actually get something I really, really want is terrifying--not least because I like staying in my comfort zone, and as much as I love this play, it's anything but comfortable.

I'd just like some reassuring energy so I won't sabotage myself or chicken out and run ten minutes before my audition.

stitchinwith · « **Reply #1 on:** February 26, 2012, 08:36:39 pm »

Quote from: Sharysa;44182

I'd just like some reassuring energy so I won't sabotage myself or chicken out and run ten minutes before my audition.

All the reassuring energy I can muster is coming your way (((Sharysa)))

Start believing in yourself and

"Break-a-leg"

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Sharysa · « **Reply #2 on:** February 26, 2012, 08:56:40 pm »

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All the reassuring energy I can muster is coming your way (((Sharysa)))

Start believing in yourself and

"Break-a-leg":

Thank you.

Even my horoscope is saying "Just go for it," and it's almost NEVER relevant to my situation.

stitchinwith · « **Reply #3 on:** February 26, 2012, 09:07:06 pm »

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Thank you.

Even my horoscope is saying "Just go for it," and it's almost NEVER relevant to my situation.

Then, go for it. No self-doubt. Cast that out. Believe in your ability. You can do it. You will do it. Visualize yourself doing it. You're a star. Get out there and strut your stuff.